Monday, March 30, 2009

South African praise

You need to turn the sidebar music off to listen to this!!! This is a great Easter Song!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Feeling like a blob of play dough

Sometimes I feel like a dead blob of playdough.
---I feel like I am being hit from all sides by different things---by people, circumstances, the Lord ;-) . Sometimes it feels like I am just this dead blob going through the day and things are swirling around me. I find I sometimes let myself slip into Stoicism and that is not good. I need to be alive to the day and to the moment. I need to cultivate interaction with all of life. I will have to pray more carefully moment by moment so that I don't slip into a dead blob attitude!! [the monkey has a medicine dropper----my medicine is time in God's felt presence]

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Thoughts on changing my view as I age

As I have been aging, I have been seeing things from a different perspective.

I have really been convinced of the importance of seeking to walk with, in , through Jesus each day. When I do this , I am more at peace because I feel I am in His Will and I am doing what He wants with my time. Whatever things come into my daily life are coming from and through His hands---He controls these and He will give me the help to face each one.

But I have found Romans 7 to be true---we do not often do what we want to do--there is a warfare.

I also have found that when I look back on my life I see more and more of the sins and mistakes I have made.......mostly it revolves around choosing self above others. When I am so into self , I do not realize what or how I am affecting others. I think of the old song about More of Jesus I would know----That is it in a nutshell---
When others , such as our children, look at my life, they see it differently then I do. This shows me how each of us can have a different perception of the same event and how important it is for me to ask for Christ's eyes, not my eyes. I am so glad for His redemption---His washing of our sins---for even when I am trying to do my best, I am failing.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Sex--a point well made-ties in well with Love Dare 32

As everyone knows, there is a difference between men and women in this area---the whole Mars verses Venus thing applies here. Stormie Omartian makes some good points in her book called THE POWER OF A PRAYING WIFE. I think this is one area WE AS WOMEN FAIL AT understanding---I know I have---here is what she says:

" For a wife, sex comes out of affection. She doesn't want to be affectionate with a man who makes her feel angry, hurt, lonely, disappointed, overworked, unsupported, uncared for, or abandoned. But for a husband, sex is pure need. His eyes, ears, brain, and emotions get clouded if he doesn't have that release. He has trouble hearing anything his wife says or seeing what she needs when that area of his being is neglected. Wives sometimes have it backwards. They think, We can have sex after we get these other issues settled. But actually there is a far greater chance of settling the other issues if sex comes first.

"That's why it's important to make sex a matter of priority in your marriage. Whether all conditions are perfect or whether you feel like it or not isn't the point. The point is meeting the needs of your husband and keeping communication lines open. A man can easily be made to feel insignificant, beaten down, discouraged, destroyed, or tempted in this area of his being. There is probably no more important means of fulfillment for a man, and no area where he is more vulnerable"

I think that the above statement is so true---we as women need to look at this in the that light---

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Panting for God--relationship and suffering and ministry

I reread one of my old posts from September 07 ad this has been so helpful to me--so I am placing it again here for me to think on.

Larry Crabb writes (in the book that is mentioned in the post below), about a book called The Impact of God, by Iain Matthew--which speaks about a 16th century monk. Crabb talks about how this book has affected his life. Here are some of the things he says that I felt I have been learning also and that are worth thinking about:

"So often our relationship with God is not about knowing Him, but using Him. As a psychologist, I have felt for years that most of us in American Christianity use God to solve our problems. In contrast, John of the Cross used his problems to find God.'

"Whatever the problem might be, the most natural thing for a Christian to do is to go to the Bible and ask what biblical principle will help us straighten out our situation."

"When finding a biblical principle that will solve our problems becomes our number one priority, it is far less healthy than it may seem. What it really amounts to is using God to make our life on earth more pleasant. But that's not what God has promised. Hebrews 7:19 explains that keeping the law (doing everything right) to make life more pleasant has been replaced by a better hope. That is to say, there is much more to the life of a Christian than making life work.

"Trying to figure out a biblical approach to dealing with a problem is basically like coming to God and saying, 'All right, You're the Santa Clause; You're the emergency-room physician. I don't want to know You, I just want to use Your Resources."

"John of the Cross exemplified a very different approach to the spiritual journey........His basic thought was, "God, how do I get to know You? I'll pay any price for that!' Here was a man who lived it; he didn't just talk about it. He came to the conclusion that God can literally be experienced at a level of satisfaction that exceeds that of getting our lives straightened out..."

"God introduced the gospel in order to create a race of people who would proclaim to the world that knowing Him is more valuable than anything else. knowing God is the basis of our joy whether He gets us out of prison or leaves us there, keeps us from having cancer or lets us die from it, or keeps our kids off drugs or allows them to become serious addicts. Those things are important, but they're secondary. Primary is knowing Him, and that's the reason for the gospel. Our joy then develops a stability. God is always available though certain blessings may not be.'

"Matthew's book is so important because it presents a clear illustration of a man who lived his life, by no means perfectly, but with the hunger for knowing God dominant in his mind and soul. John of the Cross's life is an example of 'As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God' (Psalm 42:1), and 'One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD and to seek him in his temple' (Psalm 27:4). We modern Christians have changed it to, 'One thing I seek, that you would fix my life and tell me what to do so I can do it to make sure my marriage works.' Perhaps we have misunderstood the
Christian life and therefore read the Bible to glean only principles to make life work."

"When suffering comes, there is a price to pay if we are to discover joy. That price includes discipline and the decision to rest and remain faithful, repenting of all demands that life be different. This simply will not happen without the Spirit's speaking through His Word to quiet our hearts. If we maintain our fast-paced, get-in-quick little devotions in the morning, and quickly run off to church on Sunday morning, the likelihood of developing a deeply spiritual relationship with the Lord is about zero. We have to find time when we can look into our heart and discover that beneath our fast pace, beneath the business deals were closing and the money we make, beneath the good things we do, our hearts have deeper longings. And we will not do that without quietness, silence, and solitude......I am suggesting that you recognize the importance of solitude by scheduling time away. "

"When somebody spiritually directs me, I want that person to direct me not toward figuring out how to be a better husband or a better dad--that is all secondary, though it is important. I will not be a better husband or a better dad until I learn to enjoy God more. Otherwise, I would be doing it out of my own strength and in the energy of the flesh. Nothing transforms a person other than encounter with God"

So now one of the main ways he counsels--is to get people to draw near to God--become more intimate with God--not turning to God so God will do things for them, but to enjoy Him. ..and to address the idolatry we have of believing God is not the best thing going--but a solid marriage is or wonderful kids--he tries to deal with the core issue of idolatry in a depraved soul--and to encourage that we "would become consumed with knowing God for His glory and for our satisfaction rather than using God to make our lives more pleasant."

This explains how the persecuted Christians in China, India, Nigeria, etc are willing to linger and die in prison --it is because their intimacy with God is the preeminent thing in their lives.
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